NewYorkNut

Get's me every time.

2011-12-26T07:04:00.000-08:00

I often will upload Mormom Messages onto my device and will watch them on my subway ride into work. I always feel so uplifted after watching messages on gratitude, service, temples, etc.

However, even though the messages are uplifting and thought-provoking, they are quite often tear-jerking. So you almost always can find me sitting on the A train going to 59th street blubbering over a 3 minute message. And each time I see a new one, I upload it to my device, wondering if this one's going to make me blubber.

Every. Time.

This one is no different. Maybe you'll do better then me. Good luck! :)

(The voice over reading reminds me of something out of Dr. Seuss. I like it.)

The Wise Men

2011-12-16T06:31:00.000-08:00

"There is much we can learn from the Wise Men. Like them, we should study the scriptures and know the signs to watch for as we all prepare the earth for the Savior’s Second Coming. Then, as we search and ponder the scriptures, we will more fully desire to seek the Lord every day of our lives and, as a gift to Him, give up our selfishness, pride, and rebelliousness. When personal revelation comes to alter the plans we have made, we can obey, having faith and trust that God knows what is best for us. And ultimately, through lives of true discipleship, we must fall down and worship the Savior in humility and love.

This discipleship doesn’t necessarily require us to leave our sheep in the fields or to cross deserts. Our journey to Him isn’t physical; it is spiritual and behavioral. It involves accepting and embracing the fact that His Atonement is infinite and covers every aspect of our lives—our sin, weakness, pain, sickness, and infirmity (see Alma 7:11–13). It means that we can let go of those things that hold us down in the gloomy fog of our own inversion and live instead in the warmth and love of the Light of the World. As President Henry B. Eyring, First Counselor in the First Presidency, has taught: “The words ‘come unto Christ’ are an invitation. It is the most important invitation you could ever offer to another person. It is the most important invitation anyone could accept." "

(Come, Let Us Adore Him. Elder Patrick Kearon, Ensign Dec 2011)

image borrowed from MormonSoprano.com

A New Calling

2011-10-16T20:53:00.000-07:00

That's right! I am in Scouts. Back to Primary! Woot!

My calling is specifically over recruiting. I get to plan semi-annual events to get kids and parents excited about scouts and spread the word about how awesome it is to be a cub scout.

Not having gone through scouts myself, I had to read up on it a bit, as well as go through an online training session. Scouting IS awesome! What better place for boys to be than in scouts. It's aim is to develop young people physically, spiritually and mentally so that youth may take a constructive place in society.

How 'bout that?

I'm excited for the task ahead and hope we can get, oh I don't know, 10 new cub scouts by January.

One last quote from Robert Baden-Powell, founder of scouting:

Leave the world a little better than you found it.

Gotta Dance

2011-10-03T18:29:00.000-07:00

I want to do another one of these. Who's in?

(wish Debs and Erin were here to play!)

Thanks Mom for reminding me to post this!

Finding Balance

2011-10-02T19:32:00.000-07:00

There's a most excellent Q&A on Finding Balance with Sister Julie B. Beck on the Mormon Channel.

I highly recommend listening to it. It's both validating and uplifting. Check it out, here!

Let Us Anew

2011-10-02T17:55:00.000-07:00

As promised, I am going to maintain my blog for as long and as often as I can.

To quote Princess Bride:

"You think it'll work?"

"Nah. It'd take a miracle."

Well, hunker down, because I'm about to attempt a few miracles.

***note to self: work on being less campy in your blog introductions**

First of all, can we just talk about this weekend? Three cheers for General Conference weekend! I'm also impressed with how quickly they are able to get the transcripts of conference up already. Remember when it took 2 weeks?

I feel like I've been so supported and inspired the last two weeks with the General Relief Society Broadcast and now General Conference itself. I sort of get that feeling of, "Yes. I can do this. I can be better. I can serve more. I can love more. I can do it!". It's sort of like hitting a restart button sometimes. Erase old goals and prioritize myself, to put the important things on top.

Now, I'm not totally naive to the idea that this won't last forever, but I'm going to keep trying. And that's what conference is about, right? Examining, reflecting, applying the atonement, and trying.

Some other topics that struck me included:

-scriptures illuminate our minds

and open the channel to commune with God

-Testimonies can carry us through hardship

-God loves us (we are never invisible to God)

-Temple Patron Fund (whoo hoo!)

-Look up to Christ

-Master manager of time

-To hope in the Lord in our trials

And so much more!

I know this church is true. I know God lives and speaks to us through both personal revelation and through his prophets and apostles. I know he loves us. And that his son, Jesus Christ, is the Savior of all mankind.

I hope you have a wonderful week!

I did it!

2011-10-01T20:53:00.000-07:00

I am updating my blog (don't hold your breath)!!!

Last time I did so, was 9 months ago. Hmmm...it's like I have little blog babies. I go into an incubation period, until I'm ready to pop out a really great story ("great story" is relative. Maybe if you were living in cave with nothing but a tomato can's list of ingredients for reading material).

This experience came post-General Conference, when some sisters from ward got together for a little girl's night in, while the men were at Priesthood Session. So glad we did it.

We visited a couple hours and ate yummy treats. Topics varied from babies to odd subway stories, from human psychology to boob jobs. And as always, some gospel principle would emerge and we would discuss the topics from conference and basically share our own experiences (and inevitably, testimonies).

In talking with two sisters, I realized what a varied group we were, in a group of maybe, 6 women. There were some commonalities between us, but our experiences in life were very individual. I came to realize what Sister Beck means when she refers to Relief Society as having diverse cultures, trials, and backgrounds and yet unified in faith.

She said:

"I have visited many of you this past year, and my heart has been touched as I have looked into your eyes, hugged you, laughed with you, cried with you, and listened to your grief, joy, and triumph. Each of you is precious beyond description and known by our Heavenly Father. As daughters of God, you are preparing for eternal designations, and each of you has a female identity, nature, and responsibility. The success of families, communities, this Church, and the precious plan of salvation is dependent on your faithfulness. Oh, dear sisters, how we love and pray for you!"

This also made me stop and examine, the pre-conceived notions I have of my fellow sisters. And how I should never assume or judge, but rather show love and understanding. Acting with real Charity.

There are so many incredible women in this world. Women who experience hardships and sorrows and yet, try to do their very best each day. They are leaders in their homes, at work, and in their communities. They strive to live faithfully and do what the Lord would have them do. How inspiring! I am so blessed to be part of the Relief Society. I'm so blessed to know you!

Thank you for your example. You are a light in my life.

Love

p.s. more to come. I'm really going to try to keep this up. I wrote down some notes for next time: finding balance, surgery, journaling, roller coasters, purple monkey dishwasher...ah-ha! Just wanted to be sure you were paying attention.

Yappy Hew Near!

2011-01-08T14:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Whoah. Have I really not blogged since October? Looks like I found, yet another item to put on the "the list".

What are your resolutions/promises/aspirations to yourself this fine 2011?

Giving up sugar? Practicing greater gratitude?

Learning a new language? Doing your taxes earlier than last year?

Inspire me! You always do. :)

Quote Time!

2010-10-04T11:48:00.001-07:00

I found a small note pad that I used while living in the dorms in school. It was sort of my "Quote of the Day" note pad. Whenever I heard or read a quote or scripture I felt was applicable to my life at the time, I wrote it down in this notebook. Then when I'd wake up in the morning I'd flip open to a quote and display it on my dresser where I could see it. It was sort of my theme for the day.

It's nice to go back and read through these quotes and be reminded of how those quotes impacted me and where I was in my life (why I wrote them down?). Of course, these quotes are still useful to me now as I'm still working to improve and understand myself.

Here is what I found:

"The Lord can do remarkable miracles with a person of ordinary ability who is humble, faithful and diligent in serving the Lord and who seeks to improve himself."

-James E. Faust

"Write it in your heart, that everyday of the year is the most happiest day of your life."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

"SCRUMTRULESCENT"

-Will Ferrell as James Lipton

"When a man is motivated by great and powerful convictions of truth, then he disciplines himself...because of the knowledge within his heart that God lives; that he is a child of God with an eternal and limitless potential."

-Gordon B. Hinckley

"It is our self-image that prescribes our limits."

-Psycho-Cybernetics 2000

..."If there is anything virtuous, lovely, or of good report or praiseworthy, we seek after these things."

-13th Article of Faith

"Your Father in Heaven and His Beloved Son love you perfectly. They would not require you to experience a moment more of difficulty than is absolutely need to your personal benefit or for that of those you love."

-Richard G. Scott

"That which we persist in doing becomes easier for us to do--not that the nature of the thing is changed, but that our power to do is increased."

-Heber J. Grant

"For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power and of love and of sound mind."

-2 Timothy 1:7

"Out of the little efforts of each of us is coming to pass a great and remarkable and wonderful thing. This is not the time to be discouraged. This is the time to think positively...'I have job to do and I CAN DO IT!' I can make it come to pass.' "

-Gordon B. Hinckley

"Courage: The quality of mind which meets danger or opposition with calmness and firmness. Which enables a man to face difficulties that lie in his pathway to righteous achievement."

-David O. McKay

Funny & Random moments

2010-09-20T16:02:00.000-07:00

Was walking up Broadway on my way to the grocery store when a somewhat disheveled, older man caught my eye. He was using his two hands to create a telescope, so as to peer at a tall building across the street. He was quite focused on looking through his telescope. That is, until someone bumped into him, knocking his "telescope" off-course. Surprisingly, he looked back, spotted the culprit and quickly yelled , "BINGO!".

"Bingo?"

Well, why not? It's wonderfully random. Someone bumps into you, you yell, Bingo. Okay, sure.

I learn so much from NYC's crazies.

Another Funny/Random moment......

I had just spent the week working with these awesome middle to high school students in our summer dance intensive. We had finished our week up with a final performance followed by a light reception, so we can visit with family members and say our good-byes until next year.

I was saying my final good-byes and was heading out the door, when a student shouted, "Hey we'll miss you!". To which I replied, "Yeah, it'll be great!".

.......Not the most accurate reply. But, that's what came out of my mouth. So instead of stopping to correct myself. I turned and ran.

Hope they didn't notice.

Music (Dance) Videos

2010-08-02T18:44:00.000-07:00

I love a good homemade video. Their often goofy, nerdy, quirky and oddball. But always clever.

I couldn't resist sharing some of my favorite music videos, which once compiled into a list I realized they incorporate some dancing. Another reason why I might like them.

So if you have an hour to kill watching youtube videos I recommend the following:

OK GO!

(pretty much all their videos)

This Too Shall Pass (both marching band AND Rube Goldberg)

End of Love

Here it Goes

A Million Ways

Fatboy Slim

Weapon of Choice (Christopher Walken)

Praise You

Weezer

Pork & Beans

Keep Fishin' (one word...muppets)

Buddy Holly (river looks so young)

Daft Punk

Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger (two robot girls)

Attitude of Gratitude

2010-08-01T19:37:00.001-07:00

Gave a lesson on gratitude today. Here are some of my favorites:

"We can lift ourselves, and others as well, when we refuse to remain in the realm of negative thought and cultivate within our hearts an attitude of gratitude. If ingratitude be numbered among the serious sins. then gratitude takes its place among the noblest of virtues."

(An Attitude of Gratitude Pres. Thomas S. Monson, 2000 Feb Ensign.)

"A grateful heart is a beginning of greatness. It is an expression of humility. It is a foundation for the development of such virtues as prayer, faith courage, contentment, happiness, love and well-being." (Gratitude As a Saving Principle Pres. James E. Faust, 1996 Dec Ensign.)

"Think to Thank. In these 3 words is the finest capsule course for a happy marriage, a formula for enduring friendship, and a pattern for personal happiness" (Thomas S. Monson, Pathway to Perfection, 1973 p.254)

"Hold fast to the blessings which God has provided for you. Yours is not the task to gain them, they are here; yours is the part of cherishing them." (Pres. J. Rueben Clark, Church News, June 1969)

An Xray post surgery

2010-07-01T18:17:00.001-07:00

It's amazing! Just amazing. I am so grateful for competent and inspired doctors.

My surgeon is just amazing.

The four screws you see near the front of my mouth are my "Franken Screws" from my previous post.

Pre-Op: The Painter's Smock

2010-06-28T08:35:00.000-07:00

It's true. Look at me. I look like a pro and stylish young painter. My team , helped me put my outfit together and made sure my beret fit just right.

I had a lot of great and positive vibes swirling around me. Mom and Husband kept me entertained and all the doctors/nurses who came by were anxious to help and give me reassurance.

The Anesthesiologist was super cool. She truly put me at ease. She was also the one who led me from Pre-Op to the OR so we had a nice chat.

And I couldn't be more impressed with my Surgeon. He is a great doctor, willing to and open to inspiration. (more on that later)

Mostly, I know that it was because of good doctor's and LOTS AND LOTS of prayers that everything went so well and that I was so at ease. So thank you everyone. Your prayers really helped and pray that you will be blessed for ally our efforts.

Love you!

Post-Op: After the Recovery Room

2010-06-28T08:11:00.000-07:00

This is a picture of me about 3 hours after surgery. I was told my lip was bigger just after surgery. So the swelling had already gone down, some.

Around 2pm, they brought me my special liquid diet lunch.

It consisted of:

80z of Apple Juice

6oz of Broth (chicken or beef)

40z of Lemon Ice

4 oz of JELLO!!!!

You'd be surprised how hungry you can get after surgery.

Strawberry Jello

Then after ingesting all that liquid, they wanted to be extra sure I was hydrated, so they had me...ya know....in....well...they called it a "hat". So I couldn't pass up the photo op and took a picture of my "hat" before it made permanent residence in the bathroom.

Getting up to use my hat. Mom was my super-nurse! She knew how to plug/unplug and organize all my IV's when I was mobile and made sure I didn't trip over them or cut them off.

I am so glad she knew what she was doing. I hadn't the foggiest idea what to do.

Day 2: Leaving a Day Early

2010-06-27T09:06:00.000-07:00

Believe it or not, I left a whole day early. Doctors expected 2 days in the hospital, but I got out on good behavior. Well, my body was behaving well and healing very quickly. It also helped that I had a little button I could push anytime I wanted pain meds released into my IV.

What service!

You can definitely see a difference from the day of surgery to the second day. My lower lip isn't nearly as huge. Actually it looks pretty normal.

Here is an image of the tiny little cut they had to make on the outside of my face. Just where that little X tape mark is. The surgeon was able to remove diseased bone inter orally (from the inside of my mouth), insert the Titanium joint and screw it all together (or whatever they had to do)

My Franken Screws..

2010-06-27T08:52:00.000-07:00

The surgeon had to put screws into my mouth and wire my jaw shut during the surgery, so as to keep my bite in place and jaw in line. Doctor thinks he'll be able to remove them at my appointment on Tuesday. Unless my jaw is deviating in which, he will leave them in and put rubber bands around screws to keep my bite in place.

Say Cheese!

Frowny face

Life Lessons from the HIgh Peaks

2010-06-24T16:00:00.000-07:00

I had the opportunity to write a little blip in our ward newsletter.

I chose to write about a quote from President Dieter F. Uchtdorf's talk on patience.

There is something about physical exertion that builds character and teaches you important principles that you wouldn’t typically recognize.

For instance, I recently went on my first backpacking trip to the Adirondacks in upstate NY. This trip taught me plenty. I learned that the trail can be bumpy and arduous. The journey can be tedious. And I also learned there are a few things you can’t predict, such as wet, muddy weather, and old, relentless injuries. Don’t get me wrong, I had a pleasant time, but I couldn’t help but draw comparisons from my own life and path.

Life can be hard, monotonous, and sometimes downright sticky. Which led me to reflect on one particular principle: Patience.

President Dieter F. Uchtdorf’s said, “Patience is not passive resignation, nor is it failing to act because of our fears. Patience means active waiting and enduring. It means staying with something and doing all that we can---working, hoping, and exercising faith; bearing hardship with fortitude, even when the desires of our hearts are delayed.”

Patience is not sitting on a rock on my pathway to righteousness, simply waiting for the highway of all my desires (even my righteous and worthy desires) to be built. I must stand up, strap on my boots and get to work! I need to move forward, putting one foot in front of the other, hoping that my hard work will bring me to my desired destination. Nor is it about hiking a smooth surface to eternal life. Patience is also about crossing bridges into the unknown or scrambling over the boulders of my fears and insecurities.

When we add the power of prayer and the purifying Atonement, we can face the difficulties of life with confidence. And the Lord will bless us, as we are patient.

“I waited patiently for the Lord; and he inclined unto me, and heard my cry. He brought me up also out of a horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock and established my goings. And he hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our God: many shall see it, and fear and shall trust in the Lord.”

(Psalms 40:1-3)

Unplug

2010-06-10T05:06:00.000-07:00

I found this article today in the NY Times called "Your Brain On Computers: The Risk of Parenting While Plugged In".

..."talking and explaining things to children, and responding to their questions — remains the bedrock of early childhood learning."

Earlier this week I also read Elder David A. Bednar's talk "Things As They Really Are", from June Ensign.

"Our spirit and our body are combined in such a way that our body becomes an instrument of our mind and the foundation of our character."

It was interesting to me to compare the Times article with Elder Bednar's. It just confirms my testimony of modern day prophets and apostles. These are inspired men. They are the mouthpiece of the Lord.

Posting can be difficult...

2010-06-09T08:51:00.000-07:00

What to write about? I want my blog to be uplifting and encouraging to anyone who reads it.

Let's see uplifting...hmmm...pick a topic, Anna....uplift....

bras? hot air balloons? airplanes? plastic surgery?

Nope. Got nothing.

I'll get back to you when I have an idea.

Till then...

"I'll give you topic. Barbra Streisand. She's like butter."

Waisted time

2010-04-24T16:45:00.001-07:00

I think I checked

My Blog 3 times

Gmail 3 times

Facebook 2 times

You tube 1 time

Totaling in:

1 hour WASTED!

Spring Spring Spring...continued

2010-04-18T17:10:00.000-07:00

I love spring! Despite the allergies drippy nose and itchy eyes, spring is one of my favorite times of year! I love seeing the variety and beauty of the plants and trees around me. I want to know the name of each tree and flower and investigate the shape and structure of each flower and petal (this can be quite annoying if your not into that kind of stuff and you just want to walk around and see more of the grounds). :)

About 2 weeks ago (sheesh I can hardly believe it was so long ago), Mom & Dad came out for visit to see me perform. When I wasn't busy dancing, we took some time to enjoy the nice spring weather and went to the New York Botanical Gardens, just north of where we live. It was so lovely. I was so happy running around and looking at the gardens and talking to my mom and dad about the varieties of Daffodils and Cherry trees!

I got so excited I leapt for JOY!

And maybe, more than once....

Looks like I had more than a few moments leaping for joy!

And a picture of the adorable parents---they really are the greatest!

Thanks again Mom & Dad. I really enjoyed your company and appreciate your coming out to visit.

S'posed to..

2010-04-17T17:46:00.000-07:00

I'm suppose to be out socializing at a way awesome ward party, but I'm not. Actually, I got on the computer about 2 hours ago, just to check my email while my homemade granola was finishing baking. Now there's only about 5 minutes left of the way awesome ward party and I'm still on the computer. For someone who loves, no NEEDS socializing, I sure am a homebody.

I'm also suppose to eat lots of rich green vegetables, but I avoided them for about 2 weeks. It wasn't until I noticed I had about 40 bruises (no joke...I counted) all over my body that I decided I need to get serious about getting a daily dose of iron-rich, leafy greens.** I have eaten Kale salad for the past two days. I have a super yummy recipe if you'd like to try it out. (A Vegan Caesar dressing on top)

**Bruising came from 2 weeks of intense rehearsals, performances and my own clumsiness. This is pretty normal for me.

I'm suppose to drink lots of water, exercise regularly, have a regular sleep schedule. I've have done them all--haphazardly.

But, I am glad I can eat lots of yummy vegetables when I want, have ward parties to go to, perform regularly, have a well-functioning body and mind and wear nice comfortable clothes.

I'm glad God is understanding and that he still blesses me everyday!

Need a new swimsuit

2010-03-31T08:45:00.000-07:00

The one I have is saggy in the two places where you don't want to appear saggy. :)

Anyone got any ideas where I can find a cute suit?

Or maybe I'll just get a wetsuit...

Feeling a bit like this lately...

2010-02-20T09:42:00.000-08:00

I (heart) Valentine's Day!

2010-02-14T14:33:00.000-08:00

But, I also love Arizona! And guess what?

It's Arizona Statehood Day! Happy 98th Birthday, Arizona.

That's right, Arizona received statehood on February 14th, 1912.

Here's just a few facts about the beloved Grand Canyon State!

State Motto: Ditat Deus (God Enriches)

State Flower: Saguaro Cactus Blossom

State Tree: Palo Verde

Official Neckwear: Bola Tie

(Does YOUR state have official neckwear?)

And to sign off I leave you our State Song(s):

ARIZONA

I love you, Arizona; Your mountains, deserts and streams; The rise of Dos Cabezas* And the outlaws I see in my dreams; I love you Arizona, Superstitions and all; The warmth you give at sunrise; Your sunsets put music in us all.
Oo, Arizona; You're the magic in me;
Oo, Arizona, You're the life-blood of me; I love you Arizona; Desert dust on the wind; The sage and cactus are blooming, And the smell of the rain on your skin.
Oo, Arizona; You're the magic in me;

Oo, Arizona, You're the life-blood of me.

Now don't get me wrong, I love Arizona, but I wouldn't say "Arizona; you're the magic in me". Oh sure, it's good to be poetic in a state song, but that line is a bit much. And most of my loyalty is due to the fact that all my friends and family live there. I'd probably be just as loyal to Nebraska if everyone lived there. (note to family, don't move to nebraska...too cold)

Snow is falling

2010-02-10T11:53:00.000-08:00

all around, on the rooftops on the ground...

(Since being called to Primary Chorister, I find myself humming primary tunes every so often.

I love it.)

It's snowing today! They've closed schools and few business and grocery stores.

We're suppose to get 10-15 inches of snow. But, in comparison to the most recent snow storm that hit D.C. and Pennsylvania, I feel like a mere 15 inches isn't reason enough to close down the city. And this coming from a Native Arizonan! Although, it is nice to be "stuck" inside today. Snow days are kind of a treat, that is of course, if you don't have to go somewhere.

It gives me the chance to write on my blog!

What would you do if you had a snow day? No work, no school, no obligations, no paperwork, no drudgery.

(sung to "oh what would you do in the summertime")

Oh what would you do on a snowy day

When the world is cold and white?

Do you sleep until ten?

Brunch with your friend, Ben?

Or wear your pj's all day long?

Is that what you do?

So do I!

Feel free to come up with your own verse!

P.S. I just realized, they never have Sunshine Days or Heat Days in Arizona, where they close businesses and schools when it get's to 115 degrees out. Do they have Rain Days in Seattle? And for that matter, why not have Super-Duper-Nice Days, where it's so gorgeous out that work would be totally unproductive, that you might as well cancel it!

I'm starting to sound like a 10 year old kid, aren't i?

Thanks

2010-01-25T17:37:00.000-08:00

Today was much better. The sun came out and I felt the love and encouragement of good friends.

I hope to do the same for you!

Crummy Day! Looking at Clouds of Grey!

2010-01-22T16:55:00.000-08:00

On my way to where crazies meet! (ripped from Sesame Street song)

Yeah, today was no bueno. I'd say my biggest successes were:

Waking up, feeding myself, putting on clothes and arriving, on time, to planned destinations.

That isn't to say that I'm not grateful for a bed to wake up in, food to actually nourish my body, warm clothes and decent transportation.

I was just hoping to be more useful as a human being. You know, like thinking and being coordinated. Since that is probably considered to be in my job description. Not that I wasn't trying, but it felt like every 5 seconds I was doing something wrong. "No. Wrong. Go Back. Do it again. Nope. Sorry. Uh....no."

And then it just started to build up, until I thought I was going to burst into tears, yet I swallowed my pride and trudged on. Cheery faced and determined.

5 o'clock descended and I thought, "Well, I did it! I kept my composure and didn't dissolve into a puddle on the floor.

But, then came the walk home...

First, I fell going UP the stairs, while carrying 2 bags and a box.

(oh no, the eyes are getting watery....wait...deep breaths...ok)

Then, a guy exiting apartment building, essentially refused to hold door open for me. What?! Do I look like a Burglar?!!!

(here come the waterworks?....no. no. Suck it up woman)

Then, I went grabbed the mail.

(What?! No Netflix? But, I need it!)

Next, came the elevator. Got on, pushed button to floor. Elevator, then proceeds to skip my floor and end up 2 floors above my desired stop. Which means I get to brave the stairs again.

(Filthin' Foul Filth!)

Finally, I made it to my door. Open door. Walk in. Put things down. And think, "At times like these, you just gotta laugh, right?"

"WAAAAAAAH!" "Boo Hoo!"

Well, I feel a little better. I never actually bawled my eyes out, but I indulged in chocolate, while whining to the blogging world, about things that are really quite trivial.

Then again, this is my blog and I'll cry if I want to. :)

Mesa FroYo Meets Ferngully

2010-01-18T16:56:00.000-08:00

Bad Hair. Good FroYo.

2010-01-18T16:49:00.000-08:00

sigh...

2010-01-07T15:46:00.000-08:00

All good, adorable, fun, delightful, delicious, silly, uplifting, exciting, and totally awesome things must come to an end (or at least be put on hold).

sigh...

I can't wait til summer.

Birthday PARRRty

2009-12-21T12:39:00.000-08:00

Geez. You would think I would get tired of pirate-y things.

But, here we are again...

If you are hanging out in AZ over the Christmas Break, come on over to my Pirate-themed birthday party! It's the same day as famous ballerina Gelsey's. Sure I could do a ballet theme, but I think she would agree that Pirate-themed is best.

Gimme a call or shoot me an email if:

1- I know you (I'm talking to the infamous Salahi, party crashers)

2- And you'd like to come!

GingARRRbread House

2009-12-14T15:29:00.000-08:00

Wellity, wellity wellity. Howdy-do? As you can tell, I've been a little behind on my blogging. Oye! This has been a rather busy time, as it is for ALL of us.

Well, I just wanted to let you know that my time hasn't been idly spent. In fact, I have proof of my hard work. Some friends of ours had a gingerbread house party. And being the nerd that I am, spent 2 weeks thinking and preparing for said party. However, I went a different direction with my gingerbread "house".

I couldn't find a few things, such as blue cotton candy, but there is always next year.

Notice the eyepatch and peg-leg of my buccaneers

I found some chocolates that looked like seashells

The AFTER picture.

I LOVE playing with my food!!

Things I am grateful for

2009-11-24T07:21:00.000-08:00

-Bananas

-Apples

(Obviously, I have eaten some delicious fruit recently)

-Toothpaste/brushes

-A body and mind that function properly (well, when I let them...sometimes I prevent myself from functioning well, because I decided to eat a giant piece of cake or when watch mindless tv)

-Family

-Friends

-Handwritten cards

-The Temple

-The Gospel

-Creativity

-Good books

-Dancing and performing

-Yoga

-Opportunities to expand my knowledge

-Hot Showers

-Movie quotes that bring people together *("I like to whisper too!"...."Fra-GILE! I think that says Fragile"..." Every time I try to talk to someone it's 'sorry this 'and forgive me that' and 'I'm not worthy"...."Chewing gum helps me think" --"Sweetie, your wasting your gum")

-Social Interaction

-My progenitors

-Massages

-Internet

-Phones

-My home

-Freedom

*Five Hundred Cool Points to anyone who name all 4 movie quotes (or 125 CP each).

And so it begins...

2009-10-14T17:30:00.000-07:00

It's the start of the holiday season. It sort of seems strange to mention "the holiday season" before Thanksgiving, I usually associate the holidays solely with Christmas. But Halloween is a holi--wait, I just looked up holiday in the dictionary and it's not, by definition a holiday as no businesses actually close on this day and no one has this day off from work. (of course, if that is the definition of holiday, then in the world of the arts, Columbus and President's Day are not holidays)

But, I digress.

Either way, I am happy that it is this time of season. I love fall. I like baking. I don't like the pudge that comes with it, but that's another issue.

I love the silly costumes that come with this month. I actually was hoping I could dress up this year for Halloween, but surprisingly, I'm working that day/evening. Well, I'll have a little free time at night, so maybe I can dress up as something generic.

I would like to mention what I wanted to dress up as this year...maybe I can put more thought in it next year and really pull it off.

Ok.

These may seem a little obscure, if you've never seen these specific movies. But they are the bomb-diggity if you have.

#1:

The Swedish Chef.

The best part about dressing up for Halloween, is not only do I like dressing up, but I enjoy pretending to be like the person I'm dressing up as. "Spurgyflurderschmorgendoggen....Bort Bort BORT!"

#2:

Baby Jane Hudson. From the movie, Whatever Happened to Baby Jane.

This would be a great Halloween idea. It's a great movie with legendary actresses and it's a plus, because Baby Jane is a total nut case!

#3:

Fanny Bryce. From the movie, Funny Girl.

You don't have to be a big Streisand fan to appreciate the hilarity of the scene where she's dressed up and performing as a pregnant Ziegfeld Girl. It's classic.

I realize that in posting my ideas, there is a chance these ideas could be stolen. (shifty eyes...)

Well, if you want to do it! I would love you for it! It's good stuff.

Random thoughts

2009-09-20T15:22:00.000-07:00

This nice fall weather is sure making me nostalgic for some outdoor adventures. Like long hikes, camping, or apple picking.

I also miss having a backyard. A place where you can walk outside, plop yourself on the ground and have nice clean place to read your book or have a family barbecue or dinner.

Well anyway, I went on a nice bike ride around my neighborhood parks, and although I ran into areas that were shamefully littered, there were areas that had a nice view of the Hudson and had cute little families running around playing.

Maybe I'll put up some fall decorations around the apartment. Ya know, decorative fall leaves and a little pumpkin.

I think I'm getting anxious to be in a schedule and be active and working. I feel like I'm in a bit of transitional period, right now. Perhaps I should prepare myself before the madness begins. Set goals, create good habits, etc.

We'll see.

Bread machine : 1, Anna: 0

2009-09-02T19:20:00.000-07:00

(I just realized that I often will keep score with inanimate objects in my blogs. Tin can-1, Anna-0...hmmm.)

The bread machine hates me. I keep trying to be creative and make things like applesauce bread and banana bread, but the bread machine laughs in my face and makes me look like a total dunce! Well, maybe I am. But either way, I just wanted to make some yummy bread without heating up the house. I mean, those are kind and wholesome things, right? To share delicious bread with the world in my nice cool apartment.

Part of me hopes that after about an hour (which is still the time left on the machine) I will be pleasantly surprised and my bread will turn out fine! Yet, I have ruined bread before.

Why doesn't this homemaking stuff happen instantly?

Maybe the recipe on the website was not accurate? Yeah. Yeah, sure. That's it.

What do you do if you put to much yeast in it? Nothing, I suppose. It's too late.

sigh...it's just too late.

Hubby appreciation

2009-08-28T07:43:00.000-07:00

I feel like I should also thank my husband for his love and support in this ordeal.

The Sweetheart was there waiting with me while I sat in the pre-op area almost in tears, (I was incredibly nervous--more than I needed to be) he held my hand and kept my mind on other things.

And after surgery, he came in and gave me hugs and kisses and filled my prescriptions. He carefully walked me out of recovery room and hailed a taxi home.

Once home, he made me applesauce, a cold compress and lots of water. He also made our bedroom into a little theater, so I could snuggle next to him and watch (and fall asleep to) movies.

When I was coherent, I really enjoyed all that time with him. I love that guy so much.

Post-op and pretty

2009-08-25T09:28:00.000-07:00

Last Monday, was my final surgery after a year and half with the cyst.

I almost don't believe that it's gone. But, I am looking forward to getting back into the swing of things.

Mom came into town for that week, for moral support. She's a super lady. She kept me company while I was healing. We'd play games, laugh at Bill Cosby sketches, and when I had more energy we went to the Metropolitan Museum of Art--twice.

It's always so nice to have her in our home. She is so pleasant and easy-going. And one of my best friends.

Here's a pic of my mom and hubby chilling out, literally. Our bedroom is the coolest room in the apartment (notice the A/C unit in the background. It was set at like 69 degrees!)

So we like to hang out here often.

Mom also kept herself busy by making me a new skirt! She is so talented!

I explained to her what I wanted and we picked out the material and she came up with the design all her own. I love it!!

She also altered a shirt, which she made in the seventies. It's has the most beautiful embroidery. I've always loved this shirt, but it never fit right.

So with her amazing talent she came up with this!

I think this was the most productive surgery and recovery I've ever had!

If you're lucky she might make you something...

Update #497

2009-08-16T15:32:00.000-07:00

I know I probably talk about this incessantly on my blog, but I've had this for over a year now, and it has really affected me.

Yup. I'm going to mention....the cyst. My parasitic nemesis.

Mr. OKC. (Odontogenic Keratocyst)

Actually, I just realized--all this time I've had this cyst, not once have I given it a nickname.

How about Dengtigeron!

Yes. He can transform into yellow liquid and wriggle his way into tiny areas and then expand and crush all that lies in his path! Mwahahaha!

Well, anyway, Dentigeron is finally going to be removed tomorrow morning. Whoo hoo!

I have to be up and at the hospital by 5:45am. My surgery is at 7:30am.

And over the past couple days I have, in a sense, been preparing myself for tomorrow's events.

I recognize that I will be out of it for the next week or so, so I wanted to be sure that things were in order during my recovery.

Here was my list:

Clean my apartment

Shave legs

Do laundry

Receive blessing

Some of these items seem like obvious things to do before an operation.

But, never would I expect myself feeling as though I needed to shave my legs.

However, I think I came up with a good reason.

I am going to be loopy and swollen for about a week. A week is about the time it takes to grow a decent amount of leg hair. Will I want to shave my legs then? NO! So, then after two weeks of not shaving, I be feeling better and my legs will be at a scare factor of, say, a 2 instead of a 5!

Sweet!

Anna-1 Leg hair-Nada

oh and Dentigeron-----Hasta la vista, cystie!

How to give yourself a facial

2009-08-15T19:18:00.000-07:00

I am going to show you the best way to make your skin the freshest and clearest, through simple steps of a DIY facial.

Step one:

Buy a face mask.

You can purchase a face mask at your local pharmacy. Make sure it's green. That seems to be the "it" thing these days. Being green, right?

Step two:

Apply mask to face and wait a good 10 minutes to let it get all hard and crusty. However tempting it may be, DO NOT EAT THE MASK.

Step three:

As you may find your face is completely immobile! Try your darndest to make normal faces without cracking the mask. It's quite fun. Almost like getting Botox injections...nearly every expression looks the same.

In order:

Languid, Pensive, Sultry, Confounded

Step four:

Once you've tried out a few facial expressions, now give into temptation! Let loose! Stretch your face and break through the mask! It will crack and flake all over. Again, DO NOT EAT THE MASK.

Step five:

You know what's next.

Wash it off!

Step 6:

Ta da!!! Now you have a beautiful, healthy glow.

Now GO! Seize the day!! If you've got it! Flaunt it!

Zony-ana

2009-08-02T15:18:00.000-07:00

That's how my niece used to say Arizona.

Yup. You guessed it! I'm in AZ visiting my awesome family.

It's been am exciting visit. Well. MY definition of exciting.

Playing with nieces and nephews.

Playing Rockband with the sibs.

Going to Mesa Frozen Yogurt.

Swimming.

Eating Ned's Crazy Subs and Mesa Frozen Yogurt.

Staying up talking to family.

Watching movies with family.

Going to Goodwill.

Watching SYTYCD with family.

Going to Mesa Frozen Yogurt.

All such exciting things.

Pictures and more descriptions to follow

Words of Wisdom

2009-06-21T14:04:00.000-07:00

Just a few quotes from, beloved prophet, Thomas S. Monson:

“The spirit must be freed from tethers so strong and feelings never put to rest, so that the lift of life may give buoyancy to the soul. In many families, there are hurt feelings and a reluctance to forgive. It doesn’t really matter what the issue was. It cannot and should not be left to injure. Blame keeps wounds open. Only forgiveness heals. George Herbert, an early 17th-century poet, wrote these lines: ‘He that cannot forgive others breaks the bridge over which he himself must pass if he would ever reach heaven, for everyone has need of forgiveness.’”
( Hidden Wedges, Ensign, May. 2002, 19.)

“The battle for self-discipline may leave you a bit bruised and battered but always a better person. Self-discipline is a rigorous process at best; too many of us want it to be effortless and painless. Should temporary setbacks afflict us, a very significant part of our struggle for self-discipline is the determination and the courage to try again....Eternal life in the kingdom of our Father is your goal, and self-discipline will surely be required if you are to achieve it.”
( “Pathways to Perfection,” Ensign, May 2002, 100–101.)

“Let us have the courage to defy the consensus, the courage to stand for principle. Courage, not compromise, brings the smile of God’s approval. Courage becomes a living and an attractive virtue when it is regarded not only as a willingness to die manfully, but also as a determination to live decently. A moral coward is one who is afraid to do what he thinks is right because others will disapprove or laugh. Remember that all men have their fears, but those who face their fears with dignity have courage as well.”
( “The Call for Courage,” Ensign, May 2004, 55–56.)

“As parents, we should remember that our lives may be the book from the family library which the children most treasure. Are our examples worthy of emulation? Do we live in such a way that a son or a daughter may say, ‘I want to follow my dad,’ or ‘I want to be like my mother’? Unlike the book on the library shelf, the covers of which shield its contents, our lives cannot be closed. Parents, we truly are an open book in the library of learning of our homes.”
( “Dedication Day,” Ensign, Nov. 2000, 65.)

"Can I call you Dadoo?"

2009-06-21T13:53:00.000-07:00

I am grateful for my father. Grateful to him for his strong testimony of the gospel.

Grateful for the time he took to raise me, to teach me and to listen to me.

I'm grateful for his example.

A father's love can transform and shape the lives of his children.

I'm thankful for my relationship with my papa.

Happy Father's Day, Dad!

quick update

2009-06-08T19:30:00.000-07:00

Just finished my season with the Carolyn Dorfman Dance Company. For our last show we traveled to Detroit, MI to performa at the largest Jewish Community Center in North America. It was a pretty schnazzy center. It was an enjoyable performance. Except I think I bruised a rib or something, during our dress rehearsal. After the show, audience members congratulated us on a job well done. I suppose you can say they were kvelling! ;)

Our next performance isn't for another 4 weeks. So until then, I'm going to spend time trying to continue to improve my dietary, spending, what-to-do-with free-time habits and any other habit I need to fix.

Today was sort of my recovery day. As a company we've going strong and working hard for concerts this season. We've had, on average about 2 performances a month. Which doesn't sound like a lot, but for some reason, I'm feeling it today. And in retrospect, I wasn't sick once this whole season! Cool! I've kind of been fighting the urge to go and pamper myself now, for doing such a good job in my first season with the company. Sure I'll take an epsom salt bath and going to PT, but I need to not overdo it. I can't have all my money disappearing!

But anyway, being a new company member can be difficult at times. Learning 6-7 rep pieces and a new piece can sometimes feel like your brain is going to explode. But it didn't and on Sunday (at JCC in Detroit) at one point I actually got goose-bumps while I was dancing! What a thrill.

I feel proud for the hard work I put in to it and yet feel humbled to be able to perform and do what I love!

Well, I suppose I that's sort of it for now.

But, maybe I'll let you know how I'm doing in my self-improvement this summer.

Hope this looks okay.

2009-05-22T15:42:00.000-07:00

We'll see if this background is a keeper....

Blogging

2009-05-21T17:56:00.000-07:00

Bloggers,

May I recommend one thing.

Please go back to previous blogs of yours and then sit down and have a nice read.

It's like reading journal entries. You are surprisingly uplifted by your previous posts and things that people have commented about your posts. You also discover strengths about yourself.

For instance I discovered that I am really funny!

Hilarious, actually.

Enjoy. :)

Oh man! This is torture!

2009-05-21T17:32:00.000-07:00

This is the ONLY time where I miss television.

You see, we own a tv and a dvd player, but we don't have cable or anything hook up to watch television.

Now, I usually don't get so crazy over TV shows, (for instance, I enjoy 30 Rock and others, but I'm not sad if I miss a few weeks) so I feel justified in having no shame in my 3 month, summer TV obsession.

That's right, tonight is the beginning of...

So You Think You Can Dance!

Anyone else big fans? Care to share your TV with me?

As incentive, I'll trade services for TV time. Cookies? Cakes? Foot Rubs?

How did that happen?

2009-05-20T17:44:00.000-07:00

So along with purchasing a paper shredder. A life saver, truly.

I couldn't resist buying a few "board" games (neither actually includes a board).

Hate to turn my blog into a commercial, but you HAVE to try out this game. It's so fun!

Plus, it will probably make you 10 times smarter and increase your word power.

It's really...uh...really great.

BANANAGRAMS!!!!

This next one is a family tradition. I have memories of staying up late playing a few rounds with my mom. This will also make you really...really...really smart.

That's right, PERQUACKY!

Oh man, let the good times roll!

I know what (I'M DOING THIS) summer.

2009-05-20T17:14:00.001-07:00

I've been thinking about summer, lately.

Things like:

Where am I going?

What am I doing?

As well as some other unimportant details, like where can I find an A-line, knee-length, denim skirt with front pockets? I'm quite specific on what I want. Anyone know where I might at least find a pattern?

I digress...

I'm really looking forward to summer this year. Some of the time will be spent doing what others tell me to do (ie work) and some of it will be spent doing whatever I decide to do at the moment. I like this combination.

Part of my summer will be spent rehearsing, teaching and performing. June has trips to New Jersey and Detroit. Never been to Detroit.

Then later in June (date pending, could be august or so), I am going in for my final jaw surgery. Yipee! I'm kind of bored with this whole cyst thing and I'd like to get it all over with. Who knows how much my insurance is going to cover a hospital visit, but so far Heavenly Father has been blessing me with pretty fortunate situations. I mean golly, I have insurance, so cool!

But if not, I have faith it will work out in the end.

July I travel to Amherst, MA for work. Then I'm off to Mesa, AZ to see mi familia! Another Yipee! Oh man, that is going to be awesome.

August I'll be rehearsing for a show in Flushing, Queens (which hopefully will allow me to collaborate with the hubby. Nice) then, doing a summer intensive out at Keane University in NJ. Good times.

The rest of the time will be spent getting in shape (4-pack here I come! I'm a realist, not an American Gladiator). Doing Physical Therapy, yoga, class, etc. Working at the temple, learning more spanish, reading. and getting into the habit of personal study in the morning.

Sheesh. After writing it all out, I'm afraid it's going to go by too quickly. I'll just have to remember to savor every moment.

Untitled

2009-05-02T11:16:00.000-07:00

Okay. I've been neglecting my blog, I know.

But to be honest, often times, I'd rather go to my family and friends blog and look at adorable pictures of growing families, fun adventures, hilarious stories and inspiring insights.

Also, what I have to blog about isn't nearly as interesting. In fact you might call it boring/annoying/frustrating/depressing---take your pick.

Organizing.

I, actually do enjoy organizing...no, wait. Let me re-phrase that: I enjoy having things organized.

Especially when it comes to my home. Now, I'm not the crazy types, you know like those crazies that, uh...gosh, I can't even think of an extreme organizing example. That's how unorganized-minded I am! (unorganized or disorganized...?)

Well, anyway. I want to get organized, so I'm thinking of purchasing a paper shredder and filing cabinets. Mostly, the reason why our home feels so disorganized is because we have tons of random bits of paper. Old and unimportant documents that's cluttering up our tiny little apartment! (frustration is beginning to bubble up now....basingstoke. basingstoke.)

But should I buy more stuff to make myself organized? A paper shredder I think I can see more of valuable purchase, but what about filing cabinets? Anyone have ideas? Or maybe you would like to come to my house and organize it all? Hmm? Any takers??

Pump me up with your good advice. Or maybe if you know a good reliable paper shredder...

(desperation creeping, creeping in.....GAAA!)

What a character!

2009-04-13T20:08:00.000-07:00

(sorry family, this is a repeat for you, I just had to share with my friends!)

This is my cute niece. (So VERY cute)

If you look closely. She has nice little accessory on the back of her hair.

Yup. It's a Dum-Dum!

Kids are the greatest!

Me. In an Opera House. Sa-weet!!

2009-04-05T17:27:00.000-07:00

This is a picture of me dancing on the stage of the Wroclaw Opera House.

Yup. I pretty much love this picture.

Not sure how to edit this one. Let me know if you know how...

But this is a picture of me and the ceiling of the Opera House.

And this, of course a pic of my dirty foot. An opera house isn't used to barefooted dancers and therefore, had hard time keeping the floor clean. Eww.

After the show, the company took the dancers out to eat at this restaurant, where we had our own room with plush chairs.

Needless to say, I felt like royalty....

(yes that is wine in my hand, but it was borrowed for the pic for effect)

Poland Continued

2009-04-05T12:41:00.000-07:00

This is a picture of hotel they are renovating, across the street from the Opera House. If you look closely at the picture, the balcony that you see there (slightly masked by a drop cloth) was not part of the original design. No. This balcony was constructed specifically for Hitler when he came to make a speech in Poland. eerie.

Below are some cool buildings of Wroclaw's city square. The photos were taken on two different days. We had 2 half days to go explore, the rest of our time was rehearsing.

There were also several little gnomes around the city, just hanging out here and there. Some where on window ledges, some hanging off lamp posts. Not sure why.

And of course, I got a picture with Papa Elf. For whatever reason, posing with this character wasn't as nearly as creepy as is it with some "street performers"

This a picture of the Carolyn Dorfman Dance Company in downtown Wroclaw. Cool!

Below is a picture of a the University and one of it's lecture halls. Pretty cool.

A picture of the company rehearsing in the Opera House rehearsal hall.

Hey family...remember when I brought back those random kids books from Montreal?

Look! It's Gofrette the Cat! On TV!

Apparently he has a TV show and there are plans to bring him to the states!

Trip to Poland

2009-04-05T07:53:00.000-07:00

We arrived in the city of Wroclaw (Vrot-Swav) at 10:30am, after a somewhat long, yet fairly comfortable flight. A taxi drove us to our hotel, just outside, but within walking distance, of the city-square and the Opera House. After checking in, I sleepily made my way up to our hotel room and found this on our TV screen...

Yes. It was a screen of champagne glasses and roses, with a note from the concierge, welcoming us to Hotel Orbis, specifically "Pani Woolf". Which means "Miss Woolf"...ooh...personalized!

The Hotel was mostly there for sleeping in, that's it. In Poland you are allowed to smoke in restaurants, lobbies, bars, and hotels. Our room wasn't too bad, as it was a Non-smoking room, but several of the rooms on our floor were definitely smoking.

Then, in order to fight off any jet lag, we went walking around the city (for 6 hours...whew, I was exhausted. Mind you, I had already been up for a good 20 hours. So by the time I got to bed, it was about 36 hours without sleep. But, it was worth it!)

So the next couple of photos is of the more historic part of Wroclaw.

Above Left, are statues that gradually make their way down below the

street level, which represented those who "disappeared" or were forced to go

underground during Soviet rule (let me know if that is not totally accurate).

Above Right is a picture of me in front of Town Hall. I'll say once and I'll say it again...such great architecture!

Above is a picture of me jumping for joy in the city square.

The buildings in downtown Wroclaw are so colorful!

Top is a picture of the Opera House where we, rehearsed and performed.

Below is the logo for the festival. I thought it was pretty cool.

I have to go now but there is more to come, so stay tuned...

Oh. About Pollack jokes...I don't know if they can ever be told in good humor. I say this because of the origin of Polish jokes. After WWII, word was spread as to how quickly Poland was defeated by German and Russian forces (just over a month). And shortly thereafter, Pollack jokes appeared, making fun of Poland and how quickly they became occupied.

And after reading about Poland history, AFTER WWII, I have great admiration for Poles. Despite their historic struggles, Poland is quite resilient and tenacious.

So no jokes from me sorry.

Oh no!

2009-03-15T20:07:00.000-07:00

Lisa Simpson: "I'm losing my perspicacity!"

Homer Simpson: "It's always the last place you look."

The other day, I caught myself saying "Plivirege", instead of "Privilege", again.

Sheesh.

Randomness

2009-03-12T19:05:00.000-07:00

Today I ate my food in bar or liquid form.

Here are some examples:

Banana & OJ smoothie for breakfast

Granola bar for snack

Cliff Bar for lunch

Protein bar and berry smoothie for dinner

I feel weird about that. In fact, I would really like a salad now. But it is now 10 pm and I'm done eating for the day.

I love my next door neighbor (or diagonal neighbor). She is fantastic. She was in the Dominican Republic visiting family and we were to keep an eye on her apartment. Well, when she came back, she brought us a key chain and coin purse, and some Dominican candy (tastes like Dulce de Leche...mmmm. So good).

I keep thinking how I need to be a better neighbor and serve her more. But she is always inviting my hubby and I over for dinners, birthday parties and bringing us back gifts! She's such a sweetheart. I think I'm going to write her a letter and tell her.

My pinky toe is fat. I think I ought to ice it.

I leave for Poland in a week. I am in Poland for 4 days, then I'm taking my 4 days off to go visit friends in Stuttgart, Germany and then Basel, Switzerland. I was feeling a little panicked about traipsing around Europe--navigating my way around, trying to get to know the culture, trying out my Polish/German.

Yesterday, at my doctors appt, I was able to practice some of my Polish on the X-ray technician, who happened to be from Poland. She said I had very good pronunciation and that when I get to Poland I should try Pickle Soup.

I went to the orthopedic doc, to have him take a look at my left hip/thigh/ back area. I've been having some chronic pain lately. It appears that I injured the tendon that connects my hamstring to my "sit-bones", a while ago, and in my body's efforts to make it better, created little calcifications around the tendon, or something.

I put it off for so long, so then I started compensating in other areas, so now I have pain on my entire left side. Word of wisdom to the young: TAKE CARE OF YOUR BODY! Don't put off going to see the doctor. GO NOW! But the Doc said it's nothing a little bit of massage therapy and Physical therapy could take care.

I am grateful for my family. For the words of love and wisdom and support. I love my hubby. My ability to dance and use my body to express and share ideas. What a wonderful blessing.

"Anna Needs"...

2009-02-16T14:35:00.001-08:00

My husband shared with me a quite funny Google Game. In the search engine you type, "[your name] needs" and pick the first 10 results (or the 10 best/funniest!).

Check it out.

1. Anna needs to be excused from class today.

2. Anna needs to find a toilet.

3. Anna needs whatever sense of humor works for her.

4. Anna needs to balance out, and find peace without extremes. (how insightful)

5. Anna needs new ones (I jut have to add that this came from a plastic surgery website. It was in reference to breast implants.)

6. Anna needs to tone it down a bit.

7. Anna needs money. Not for herself, but for her son. (riiiight...)

8. Anna needs to be held accountable.

9. Anna needs some media training.

10. Anna needs to clarify her expectations.

Let me know what you come up with!

Grateful for Primary

2009-02-15T09:33:00.000-08:00

I have been teaching Primary for about a year now, ages 11-12. And lately, I've been coming home so uplifted from the songs in singing time and inspired by my bright and interesting class.

What a wonderful blessing the gospel is!

You Know You're a New Yorker..

2009-02-09T17:22:00.000-08:00

…you say "the city" and expect everyone to know that this means Manhattan.

..when you're standing in a packed subway car with 200 hundred other people and everyone manages to avoid looking at each other

…you can pick out the tourists when they turn their heads to the "ladies and gentlemen this is an important announcement from the MTA" message

…when you're away from home, you miss "real" pizza and bagels.

…you can ignore homeless people without feeling too bad

…you can walk through "The City" for hours and not get tired but once your out of NYC and walk for 10 minutes you feel exhausted.

…rather than waiting safely on the sidewalk to cross the street, you wait inches away from speeding traffic waiting to cut through it.

…you have jaywalked in front of a cop. More than once. And they didn't care.

...you're 35 years old and don't have a driver's license.

...you ride in a subway car with no air conditioning, just because there are seats available.

... you are going home from work by subway and you know exactly where on the platform the doors will open and leave you right in front of the stairways at your home station.

...you cringe at hearing people pronounce Houston St. like the city in Texas

...you start thinking that a 500 square foot apartment is large.

...you see Harrison Ford walking down the street and nobody seemed to care to look at him.

...you know who Dr. Zizmor is.

...you have at least 50 menus in your apartment, two thirds of which you have neither ordered from nor even heard of.

...you wouldn't dream of going to Times Square on New Year's Eve.

...you freak out because a stranger says hello.

...someone bumps into you, and you check for your wallet.

...you pay no attention to the nice lady walking down the road having a perfectly normal conversation with herself.

...you understand that the plural form of you is youse.

...Nothing is north or south, it's uptown or downtown.

Stay? Go?

2009-02-08T18:32:00.000-08:00

I went.

and it was good.

Should I stay or should I go?

2009-02-08T14:41:00.000-08:00

Let's see here...

I could stay inside and eat my weight in peanuts

I could go for a walk around Inwood and get some fresh air.

.....to be continued....

Trip to Swarthmore, PA

2009-02-02T16:35:00.000-08:00

It's been fun performing/working with the Carolyn Dorfman Dance Comp any.

We've been traveling around New England performing at schools and doing workshops.

Recently we made a trip to Swarthmore (yes, SwaRthmore...I've been pronouncing it wrong), Pennsylvania. We mingled with some students, did a Master class, a Lecture Demo, stood on a dark stage for several hours of tech-ing and then finally, performed our 2 1/2 hour show. All over the course of 2 days. The show was good for stamina and we had lots of fun.

Swarthmore is a Liberal Arts private college and was founded by Quakers. It is now a secular school, but the buildings remind me of churches. They are all so beautiful.

The Mess Hall at Swarthmore...mmm...college cafeteria food....

The school put us up in a nearby B&B, where we had the nicest accommodations and the best Host (she's the one on the end). She made homemade cookies for us every night!

(these were taken in David's room, he had his own private bathroom)

This was the girl's bathroom we shared. It came a whirlpool tub. ooh la la

This is the entry way and living room (all this

explanation is for mom...

I know she would love this place and would like to

see as much detail as I can offer)

And then of course we had a delicious breakfast! Our choices were

Homemade Granola, Eggs, Bacon, Pancakes, Fresh Oatmeal, Homemade

Sausage, etc. It was all so good! The first day, I filled up on Breakfast and then

didn't have to eat 'til dinner!

And of course, the usual silliness backstage!

Mark found both these shirts in the lost and found. Why would anyone get rid of such prized outfits?

Craft time

2009-01-11T15:41:00.000-08:00

My cool Sister-in-law had a great idea to make fun headbands for New Year's. Well, we went shopping for headbands, felt and feathers, but ran out of time to make them. So I brought it home to work on. It's not high quality, but it was fun.

The Grape-vine

The Green Feather

The Pink Feather

Now where to wear my new accessories....

Oooh fun!

2009-01-10T18:44:00.000-08:00

This has been an exciting beginning of the year for me.

To start off, I came back to my job with gusto, as we prepare for 2 performances this weekend. Not that I don't like performing, it's just that after 2 weeks of barely moving, I've been a little sore from an intense week of rehearsing. But, like I said, it's been nice to get back into the full swing of things.

However, I wasn't expecting to dislocate my toe during one our tech rehearsals. Of course I didn't know at the it was dislocated. Funny thing is, I wasn't dancing when it happened. Oh no...I was running to a spot in the darkness and rammed my toe into one of the props. Dancers are strange like that. We function most gracefully when we are dancing, NOT in everyday life. sheesh.

At first I thought I had just stubbed my toe....really really bad...I mean, it didn't look dislocated, it just hurt like crazy! So, I taped the thing up and took the pain. After about 3 hours of dancing on it, I couldn't take it anymore. It hurt really bad. And it was apparent that I had more than stubbed it, when I took off my toe tape it was all black and blue and swollen. Not your normal response to stubbed toe.

(*I would like to digress here for a bit...

the day I "stubbed my toe" I was having sort of a dark, mentally cloudy day. I was feeling pretty ungrateful and had nothing real positive running through my mind. But I want to say now, that that experience I've learned a few things...like being grateful)

Luckily, CDDC has workman's compensation, so I ran over to ER (was the quickest way for me to get x-rays to see if was broken or not). I didn't have to wait more than 30 minutes, total, before I saw a doctor. He assumed it was broken, but after x-rays, saw that nothing was broken, so assumed that it must have dislocated and then re-set on it's own. What a blessing that was. It has healed so quickly.

S0, after 3 days I've healed quickly, received reassuring phone calls, been treated by a doctor and still am able to perform this weekend. (of course that was my biggest concern)

I was reminded that I have a lot to be grateful for: family, friends, an understanding employer, workman's comp, competent physicians, a body that heals well.

Here are some pictures of my quick recovery:

Day 1

Day 2

Day 3

The Re-entry

2009-01-04T20:06:00.000-08:00

Well, it's that time again. That's right...time for The RE-ENTRY into the real world, the everyday life. Here's to eating healthy again! To waking up early, going to the gym, to working and paying bills.

I'm not complaining, really...well, maybe a little. But I do miss having routine and regimen. Even though, I can hardly stick to it through out the year.

But until I can master my weaknesses, I have here a picture posted of how I generally feel after my lazy, over-eating 2 weeks.

Happy New Year!!!

Dude. Are you serious?

2008-12-10T14:07:00.001-08:00

My Internet has been down for about a day and half. (using Internet at the local laundromat. The same laundromat with the awesome Novellas broadcasting on all 3 laundromat TVs...)

I realize now, just how much I go online in my day. I find myself, out of habit, going over to sit at the desk to check my email, only to sit there and frown at the dumb internet-less computer.

Well, on the brighter side, at least my hubby and I can converse with each other more.

Joseph B. Wirthlin, Oldest Apostle, Dies, Age 91

2008-12-04T06:10:00.000-08:00

I have sat here trying to write something beautiful to dedicate to his memory, but his own sermons can tell you better and more eloquently, what a wonderful disciple he was.

My two favorite.

Come What May, and Love It, General Conference, October 2008

Concern for the One, General Conference, April 2008

Bad Week in the News

2008-11-29T19:46:00.000-08:00

Since I've had the week off from work, I've taken advantage of reading the paper a little more thoroughly and brush up on the happenings the past week.

What I found was both shocking and absurd. Neither did it encourage or hearten my faith in mankind. (well not ALL of mankind, I'm not a misanthrope. But, definitely ashamed of some people)

Most of you, probably are more well read in the news than I, so this might be old news to you...

nevertheless, I can't help but comment on what I found.

I'll just post the link and you can read the article yourself.

Let's start with the shocking.

The NY Times Headline read:

Wal-Mart Employee Trampled to Death

Unbelievable, I know. But it happened. It is indeed a dark day, when human beings refuse to have any sympathy or compassion for another human being. It gives Black Friday a sad new meaning.

This next one is so ridiculous, it's almost funny.

Mothers Cut Personal Shopping to Buy Children's Gifts

Okay, well the Headline isn't as ridiculous, as is the article itself.

You're better off reading only the first 6-7 paragraphs. It turns into a rather unimportant analysis on retail and women consumers.

I'll quote some of the article, to give you an idea...

"Come Christmas, McKenna Hunt, a gregarious little girl from Safety Harbor, Fla., will receive the play kitchen and the Elmo doll she wants. But her mother, Kristen Hunt, will go without the designer jeans she covets this season."

Ms Hunt is quoted saying:

“I want her to be able to look back,” Ms. Hunt declared, “and say, ‘Even though they were tough times, my mom was still able to give me stuff.’ ”

-NYTimes, November 25, 2008. By Stephanie Rosenbloom

ARE YOU KIDDING ME????

STUFF??!!

You know what I remember from my childhood Christmases?
Well I won't lie...I do remember some awesome dress ups my sister gave/made me, and a rockin' barbie doll house my brother crafted himself.

But some of my BEST memories, are of spending time with my family. Whether it's making Divinity (a yummy type of candy...I will totally share the recipe if you want), doing the live Nativity with all the grandkids, or dressing up in purple and buying a purple tree, all for the purpose of freaking out my older brother.

I also distinctly remember my mom lecturing me, when I stupidly whined about the number of Christmas presents I received. I will NEVER forget that.

I hate to be a Donny Downer. I just found this week's news especially disheartening.

But all in all, I have hope for the holiday season that there will be those who will practice good will towards men. And that the message of hope and peace, of which Christmas is based, will continually be shared.

Dental update

2008-11-26T07:06:00.001-08:00

Not sure how to title this entry. I have a bunch of random things on my mind, right now.

Let's start somewhere...

***

The following is a brief summary of my dental history. I have already blogged about this topic before, so if you are tired of my rantings, feel free to ignore this blog.

***

Yesterday, I went in for my 4th oral surgery. First one being my a biopsy for an enlarged cyst that turned out to be an OKC (Odontogenic Keratocyst). The second one, was when they inserted the tube to drain the cyst. Number three was to reinsert the tube, that came out. And the fourth was an extraction on molar #31 (or 30?), which has had a root canal and was crowned. The wanted to remove the tooth, because from the look of previous X-rays for my OKC they found that my jaw surrounding#31 was darkened. Dr. C told me we had to extract the tooth, remove the infection and send it out for a biopsy, to make sure it's not another OKC tissue forming.

I have 3 more estimated surgeries to go for the removal of the tube and cyst, and then for 2 implants. I'm famous at Columbia Dental School. :)

This last time wasn't so bad. The doctors recommended that I be sedated for the surgery, since they were excavating the jaw as well as removing the tooth. The last time I was sedated was for my Tube surgery, was HIGHLY emotional for me. I felt bad for crying throughout the whole thing, but it was my first time ever having something like that done. Plus the nurse who hooked me up to all the machines, inserted IV, and gave me the happy drug was very reassuring and very sweet. I liked her.

After the surgery was over and I was beginning to come to, I felt grateful for all the doctors, nurses, and assistants in the room. I think I thanked them all individually and might've even said I love you, but that could've been my husband that I said it too. (i hope)

Being sedated is weird. There's nothing like trying to act normal and trying to be aware of your surroundings, but feeling helpless, foggy and sleepy (let's see what were the other dwarf's names...? Loopy, tipsy, surly, and....?)

I guess that's all I'm going to write about right now. That's the biggest thing that's going on, I suppose.

I woke up at 5am this morning, thinking about a ton of stuff: praying, talks by General Authorities, my primary class, my family, and refried beans ( well, I have had very little to eat since yesterday, due to surgery. I don't think I normally think about beans and cheese at 5 in the morning...at least i don't think so...)

Talking about all these surgeries makes me reflect on all of you who had helped me and prayed for me when I was undergoing my first surgery.

I can't thank you enough times for you faith and prayers. The Lord has truly blessed me with some good people in my life.

It's raining, it's pouring...and I am really Boring!

2008-11-15T16:07:00.000-08:00

It's been raining for about 3-4 days and I think it's starting to get to me. I mean, I'm really a sunshine girl. Hello...Arizona=Sun.
I haven't really been all that productive and I'm willing to blame it all on the dark clouds.
Why should I take responsibility? Huh? Who wants that??

Although, right now the rain isn't so annoying as it was when I was trying to run errands and do laundry today, because I'm at home safe and dry.

Actually, right now while I'm waiting for my dinner to be done, I'm jamming out to some Pink Martini and Gotan Project on Pandora.com. You should check it out.
This kind of music makes me feel like I'm in a James Bond movie:

"Anna walks stealthily to her pot of boiling macaroni,
grabs a shiny silver spoon and sexily scoops out an elbowed
piece of pasta. The pasta cools slightly on the spoon. She puts
the morsel in her mouth and then....she knows....the pasta, is ready."

Not going to lie, I'm a little embarrassed i just wrote that. But I'm keeping it.
Until I go back and edit it out....

So yeah.

LOOK! It's raining!

Picture Tag

2008-11-14T17:15:00.000-08:00

This is me one cold wintry day in December, after I made a batch of Bob's Brownies! It's a family recipe. In fact, my entire family has the recipe memorized! They're actually microwaveable brownies, but they taste just as good baked in the oven. Yeah, this is it! Me stuffing my face! This happens a lot. ESPECIALLY during the winter months. Mmm...brownies. Uh...I have to go now....and...

bake....

brownies.

Here's the recipe!

1 stick of butter 1 cup sugar
1 tsp vanilla 3/4c flour
2 eggs 4 tbsp cocoa powder
1/2 c chopped nuts (optional)

Mix eggs, sugar, & melted butter together.
When mixed well, add vanilla & cocoa & stir
until mixed in. Then add flour & stir until
smooth.

Put in microwaveable safe round pan and Nuke for
7-71/2 minutes or until done.

or

Bake in oven: Spread mix in greased 8x8x2" pan
& bake @ 350 for 20-30 minutes.

Enjoy!

I tag any one that wants to do this.

This is what you do:

1. Open your picture file

2. Go to the fourth folder

3.Open the fourth picture

4. Post the picture on your blog and write about it.

The BIG 8 Tag

2008-11-14T16:46:00.000-08:00

8 Favorite TV shows

1. The Simpsons

2. The Office

3. Looney Tunes

4. Animaniacs

5. NOVA

6. National Geographic

7. Scientific American Frontiers

8. 30 Rock

8 Things I did yesterday

1. Woke up at 5:30am

2. Traveled in a car to New Jersey

3. Performed for a bunch of cute 5^th graders

4. Traveled back from Jersey

5. Ate dumplings (mmm…Ling Ling)

6. Took a nap

7. Re-Taped my poor foot (I've had a split for 2 months! grrr...)

8. Ate crappy junk food (Great way to finish off my day!)

8 Things to look forward to

1. Seeing my family for the holidays

2. Going to Flushing, Queens for T-Day

3. Being better about serving my neighbor

4. Hanging out with all my family/ancestors/progeny in heaven

5. Getting a new bed frame and mattress (we've had to sleep on our futon in our living room without pillows. Long story…it has to do with "jerk-face" from previous entry)

6. Getting my apartment beautifully organized and clean

7. Serving a mission

8. Becoming a better communicator, a better friend, a better---

let's just say become better.

8 Favorite Restaurants

1. Joe's of Shanghai (yummy dumplings)

2. Momo Sushi (yummy sushi and tofu)

3. Mi Amigos (I miss good Mexican food…doesn't exist out here)

4. Park View Diner (good food at a good price)

5. That place in Naples that we found down some alley somewhere (oh I'm drooling, just thinking about it)

6. Francesco's Pizzeria

7. Ned's Krazy Subs (good memories.good subs. Actually I have a lot of good memories with food. Grandma's pumpkin pie, Mom's stir fry, Dad and I going on daddy daughter date's to Subway, but I guess that's not the category we are in at the moment)

8. Mesa Frozen Yogurt (I mean, seriously. Is there anything better? No.)

8 Things on my Wish List

1. New Boots

2. I agree with Cami---a permanently clean house would be desirable!

3. Better eating habits

4. A 4-pack (a 6-pack on a girl can be too much...vain? Yes)

5. To have someone else do all my laundry

6. To have unlimited amounts of money to fly anywhere I want.

7. Regularly circulating Food Storage

8. To know 3 languages.

8 People I tag (don't feel obligated - just if you feel like it!)

1. Leslie

2. Andrea M

3. Cecily (you're first one! no pressure. There'll be plenty more)

4. Allison

5. Stacy

6. Valerie

7. Mom

8. Alicia

Ketchup...Catsup...

2008-11-09T17:05:00.000-08:00

I'm baaack. Bet you were wondering where I went. Well, it's been kind of busy lately. Hopefully, I can give you a good synopsis of the last two weeks and highlight all the important/good moments. I'm terrible at summarizing. And I'm even WORSE at telling jokes. There's maybe 3 jokes total that I can execute well. Never ask me to repeat the joke about How to Catch a Polar Bear. You can ask my friend Shelley and she'll know what I'm talking about. In fact, she'll probably burst into laughter! Not because of the joke, but because of my awkward re-telling of the joke. It was atrocious.

See? Not so good at a synopsises (synopsis'? synops..nevermind)

Let's see. Last week I was away at Mahtha's Vineyard, Dahling!
The company I'm now dancing with took a retreat to Mass. to reh and work on a new piece. We were there during the off season of course, so we missed out on some cute shops. One in particular called Trader Jack's. They have pirate-y tshirts there. So you can imagine how sad I was when I discovered they were closed. tear...
Nonetheless, it was BEAUTIFUL. It was the idyllic little seaside New England town. Equiped with cute houses and adorable churches and little rock walls. We also had fun at our Halloween Party. Which the entire company takes very seriously. There were some really great costumes! I was Norma Desmond. From Sunset Boulevard. If you don't know who I'm talking about. GO SEE THE MOVIE. It's pretty great.

Trader Jack's. The best place for Pirate Booty.

A stone wall in Chilmark (near where we were staying)
and a lighthouse in Gay Head.

A boxer, the Scream and Norma.

What's next on the agenda:
Ah yes! For those of you who are familiar with my jaw cyst and my tube, I recently had to have my tube re-inserted. I don't really enjoy having that feeling that my lower left gums have been hacked and then sewn up and then have to take antibiotics, yet again. Double ick!
But, I'm not being fair. I really have great oral surgeons and they don't do a hack job. I really am impressed with them. I just got caught up in the spirit of complaining.

Oh but wait, I'm not done complaining...
Two days after my surgery, I woke up with 3 really large welts on my arm, leg and shoulder! We later found the culprit clinging on to the side of our box spring, probably too intoxicated from binging on my tasty blood! We still have Jerk-Face in a jar, sitting on our desk. (That's his name, Jerk-Face.) Every now and then I'll pick up the jar and shake my fist and curse him for his maliciousness. dumb bug. make me swell up and itch.
So in order to avoid the possibility of any other Jerk-Faces crawling out of our mattress and biting me, we got rid of our mattress and box spring and bagged up most of our clothing and sheets and pillows to wash or throw in the dryer (the little buggers don't take extreme heat or cold very well...mwahaha! Die! Die little blood suckers!) So for the time being we are sleeping on our Futon and using rolled up towels as pillows.

I used the quarter to give one an idea of how big my shoulder and leg swelled up.
I didn't get a good pic of my arm. But you can imagine it was big.

Today was a better day. I attended Stake Conference and was uplifted by all the wonderful topics and testimonies that were shared.

I realized after reading through my blog, that I complained way too much. I really have a lot to be grateful for. Good doctors, modern medicine, a husband who loves me and lives the gospel well, a family who loves me, cute nieces who love me, beautiful fall colors, dancing opportunities, the Prophet, and for YOU! Gosh you're swell.

I just felt like I had to redeem myself for all my whining.

It's quite the reading assignment!
Good luck.

Trying on a new outfit!

2008-10-26T12:23:00.001-07:00

Figured out how to make my blog look nice. What do you think? Maybe I'll try another one!

Key-ute

2008-10-25T19:27:00.000-07:00

I stole this picture form my SIL's post. This is my cute niece. And my cute sister in law took this cute picture.

Well, i' got betta...

2008-10-24T15:51:00.000-07:00

I do feel a little better than I did last night. And everyone at work today was really nice and complimentary. They reassured me that I don't look like a boy.

I got a haircut!

2008-10-23T17:54:00.000-07:00

And I look like a boy.

I have had this haircut before, but the guy who was cutting my hair, went waaay too short.

Seriously, I look like a dude.

The things I do for a free haircut.

I learned my lesson...I'm going to grow my hair out and never cut it again!

I'm it!

2008-10-14T15:45:00.000-07:00

I was tagged by the lovely Alicia, to post 7 random things about myself.
Ya know tag's are great way to talk about yourself without feeling guilty for talking about yourself. I mean I was TAGGED! I have to respond, right?

So, let's focus here. On me... :)

1. After a long day of rehearsal, I kind of feel proud of my bruises, floor burns, split toes and swollen feet. I guess, I feel like their signs of all my hard work. Oh yeah. I'm soo tough!

2. I want to certify in and teach Yoga.

3. If I'm ever nervous about an important phone call I have to make, I usually will pace, while on the phone, until I'm really dizzy and have to sit down.

4. I want to learn Spanish, French, German and Yiddish. Especially Yiddish!

5. Am I there yet? ok. Well...I can cluck like chicken!

6. I'm a little self-conscious when it comes to cooking. (well, if it's not from a box)

7. I love coloring! I have 3 coloring books (2 Disney princess books and one pirate) and 96 box of crayons.

2008-10-12T14:50:00.000-07:00

Went for a walk today. I started on 200th and walked up to Inwood Hill Park. It situated near the Hudson River (west) and is between 200th and 218th streets. It was such a pretty walk. It didn't look like the above posted picture, but the green trees are showing signs of changing.

For those of you who have been to Manhattan to visit and have seen Central Park, know how beautiful city parks can be.

Inwood Hill is especially nice. Not because it has manicured gardens and glorious fountains. On the contrary, Inwood Hill is very overgrown and a little more wild. It's also smaller so not all of Manhattan is cramped inside the park. AND you get the added view of the Hudson River. It's really pretty.

I don't know, maybe I was just so enchanted by my walk today. Plus, I took a walk just a little before Sunset, my favorite time of day.

Teen Appreciation

2008-10-11T20:55:00.000-07:00

Today I went to the Stake Annual Youth Fundraiser at the stake building on E 87th St

The fundraiser was an all day event. It started out with a Tag Sale from all the donated items from all the wards. Then there was a dinner and a roadshow, put on by the youth. I, however, was only able to attend the dinner and roadshow.
The dinner was huge! They had so much food! Especially desserts. (me: "uh oh")

Then they presented a show based on the journal writings of all the pioneers who trekked to Utah. It was all highly entertaining and well organized (the youth in this stake have AMAZING leaders. Truly. They are incredible people).

I am so grateful for the youth in our stake. I am grateful to be, in small way, a part of their life as they grow up in the church. Now, I'm only their Sunday School teacher, and I have them for about 1hour every Sunday, so realize I'm not as involved as their Young Men/Young Women leaders are, but I just feel so excited to be able to teach/discuss with them the gospel, for that short time each week.

I love seeing how they react when responsibility is given them. How, despite the world's view or their friend's point of view of what's cool, they STILL participate happily in YM/YW.

I see how well they respond when their treated like an adult. When their given trust and responsibility.

Whether they realize it or not, they are great leaders and missionaries.

I am learning a lot from their examples.

Good stuff...

2008-10-09T16:44:00.000-07:00

I've been watching Lord of the Rings, lately.

I come home from long hours of rehearsal and the first thing I do when I get home is put on Lord of the Rings while I cool down, stretch and make dinner (last two are not done simultaneously)

As I've watched all 3 discs, I find myself so energized by the themes in the story. I realize I'm not the first to recognize these themes, but for whatever reason, right now, I am finding myself thinking more about how these themes relate to me/us and the world today.

I guess I'll just list the themes I've found.

Themes:

By small and simple things are great things brought to pass.

Be prepared physically and spiritually.

We are all Kings and Queens and are destined for greatness!

We have the ability, despite the crumbling world around us, to have hope and to press forward and choose righteousness.

Having good friends and influences in our lives can carry us through in times of trial and weariness.

We are Children of God. And in order to win the war against evil we must be of one heart, mind and purpose.

Courage is key.

And the are many more.

It might seem kind of nerdy for me to stop and ponder on these things. And the movie itself is pretty gruesome at times. But I think the themes are there, nonetheless.

I just realized, in the time I'm watching LotR I could be doing more productive things. Although, to be fair...I am Blogging while I watch LotR. That counts right?

Bum-Buda Buuum!

2008-10-08T17:05:00.000-07:00

This is my 100th post! Wow. I feel so accomplished! I should celebrate with a pat on the back...pat pat...ah, that was nice.

Privy to information

2008-10-05T15:23:00.000-07:00

That is such a cute word, Privy. It makes me giggle a little. After saying it, I want to put on a white wig and 16th Century costume and talk in British accents saying, "what is to be done of this Darcy fellow!"

This last week, I attended Enrichment. The theme for the night was families. They gave us the choice of 4 classes, which we could attend 2 of them. One was on FHE, Scrapbooking, Family History and Blogging. I took the latter two. Attending the Family History class, I realized how clueless I've been to the wonderfully simplistic NEW and IMPROVED version of searching for family names. I also realized I need to do more research on my own family history.

Next I attended the blogging class. It was lead by some pretty radical sisters in the ward. I'm a fan of their blogs. In the class they gave a little handout, pointing out reasons for starting a blog, blog etiquette, and pluses and minuses of going private.
It made me stop and ponder my own reason for starting a blog. It was to t connect with ALL my family back in Arizona, Utah and California and to friends spread all over the world.

So then I wondered, am I doing what I initially set out to do? Or am I becoming self-absorbed and blog only to gratify the narcissism within me.

I might have to answer yes to both of those. I'm enjoying my life right now and feel very grateful for the adventures and opportunities I've been given. And feel anxious (sometimes so anxious, that I feel like a little kid) to share.

But I also like to blog to hear the comments and thoughts of loved ones. So maybe narcissism is an extreme word to use here.

Anyway, where was I?

Oh yes. Well, even if I am narcissistic, just know that I love reading your blogs and I love reading your uplifting comments.

In fact, just yesterday I was going through my blogs and found an entry where I was quite sad and depressed about recent events. But everyone was so encouraging and helpful. I read it NOW sometimes to give me courage to face struggles.

Oh! I also am debating whether or not I should go private. OR i could try being anonymous in my blog, come up with alternate names and places. I could be Betty. Or Vudeja!

I've been couped up all day in my apartment with no one to talk to, so I think this is why I am getting so lenghty and random in my entry. Much apologies.

Please accept this funny video of a strange cat, as means to express my sincerest apology. (you can always depend on weird animal tricks to make you smile)

Why I love it so much

2008-10-02T19:21:00.000-07:00

I can't figure out how to post videos. So I'll just have you click on this, to see why dancing is just so awesome! This is a company I just recently heard of, called DV8 Physical Theatre, their based in the UK and their work is so interesting to watch. I especially want to learn this. And this guy, David Toole is amazing!

Oh wait. If that wasn't enough this duet is neat to watch.

You might think I'm crazy to get to obsessed with it. But it is just so darn cool!

Sorry I'm so lame when it comes to figuring out theses technical things....

And please feel free to give me your honest opinion about each one (if you get that far) you don't have to like ANY of them, but tell me what you think.

Girl's Camp, Panama and 2 years of Bliss

2008-09-21T19:00:00.000-07:00

Well, as promised I'm going to fill you in on what I've been up to lately.

The summer has been sort of blur, except for the last couple of weeks, where I was lucky enough to travel around.

I've always enjoyed reflecting on my summers, they've always seem to be eventful and fun. Last summer, I was able to go to a family reunion at Lake Powell, make a trip to see my family, and then go to Europe!

This year has been quite fun as well.

At the end of August (i think it was around the 18th?), I was able to go to Girl's Camp for my stake. I was the Level Leader for the First Years (or 12 year old). Going to camp with these young women was an awesome learning experience for me.
It was a different than what I experienced at camp, but it was perfect for a group of girls from Manhattan. There was of course, the same spiritual emphasis, but it was well...different.
The Camp itself was beautiful and we had a TON of fun. Unfortunately, I didn't bring my camera, so I have NO pictures. I think I'll need to ask around for some photos. And then hopefully, I will be able to go again next year and then I'll actually bring my camera. (or maybe a disposable one)

But after I came back from camp. I had that evening and the next morning to prepare to go to Panama.

Panama was a special experience. In a small way, I sort of felt like Nate's greenie missionary companion. Almost everyday we were visiting people he had taught and (sometimes) baptized. I could understand little and then speak even less, but the people we visited were very generous both spiritually and temporally. I felt very comforted and loved by their generousity.

While in Panama we stayed with a family Nate baptized, in Cerro Batea. We also visited the sites like the Panama Canal (both the Miraflores locks and the Gatun Locks), Fort San Lorenzo, and Panama Viejo. We traveled to the interior of Panama, which was beautiful, hiked through the jungle, heard a family of Howler monkeys on our hike and swam in the Carribean. We also celebrated our 2 year anniversary a little early at a resort in Gamboa. That was also beautiful!

And I can't forget our trips to the newly dedicated Panama Temple. Now that was a testimony builder! Seeing those saints, prepare, attend, and talk about the temple was truly special.

After coming back from our visit to Panama, I had a week before I began my new dance job. I am pleased to say, that I will be dancing with the Carolyn Dorfman Dance Company. This last week was my first week and I am looking forward to blending in more with the company and learning more repetory.

September 19th (National Talk Like a Pirate Day) was our 2 year Anniversary, so we spent that evening together taking a sunset ferry ride over to IKEA (in Red Hook, Brooklyn) for a romantic dinner at the IKEA cafe. (Remember, we had already celebrated our anniversary in Panama)

So, now I'm just trying to get settled into a new schedule with a new company and working on my goals for the next year. And despite the financial and worldwide distress, I think this is going to be a good year.

The Miraflores locks and Mola's on display in Panama Viejo.

The Resort at Gamboa and hiking with the Howler Monkeys

Happy National Talk Like A Pirate Wedding Anniversary Day!

ok ok ok

2008-09-07T11:12:00.001-07:00

I know it's been awhile, but I just recently got back from Panama and before that I was at Girl's Camp with the NY NY Stake. So, needless to say, I have things I need to write and share and pictures I need to post. And then I start my new job (woohoo) next week. But I am going to use the excuse of just getting back into the swing of things...so give me a few more days. Thanks!

Ikea and Camp

2008-08-06T05:43:00.000-07:00

Well, today is suppose to be a productive day. I get to sit at home until our IKEA furniture is delivered. This could take all day, but I'm not trying to think about being trapped in my own home all day long. Rather, I am going to take this opportunity to work vigorously on my Girl's Camp stuff (and to also look at/write blogs).

I wish I could say I was making all my girls personalized, hand-stamped stationary or some cute little hand-out that has a die-cut shape of the temple on it, but I am not the cool of a leader.

Besides, I think the girls will have fun just the same, with or without fancy hand-outs.

I already have one idea for a devotional, I'm just stumped on a second idea.

Should I talk about modesty? or entertainment?

Or should I remind them of the importance of writing in their journal?

Maybe remind them of the importance of living an honest life?

I feel like I do this with my Primary class as well. Like I need to tell them EVERYTHING I can so they are prepared for the yucky stuff that goes on out there.

I'm getting excited for Girl's Camp. I had some pretty great memories growing up. I hope my girls will have just as much fun.

The Hamptons, Dahling!

2008-08-01T18:12:00.000-07:00

I made a trip last weekend with my friends to perform at The Jewish Center for the Hamptons out on Long Island, specifically the East Hamptons. It's about 3 hours from Midtown Manhattan.
My friend, Adam, choreographed an evening of dance in the most beautiful synagogue. The JCH put us up in a neat, old house a cross the way from the synagogue Unfortunately, I didn't take any pictures of where we performed, but I did get some of the surrounding neighborhood. We had about 4 hours to go explore and walk around the area.

This is the house where we stayed

This was gorgeous inn down the street and a cute house with beautiful Hydrangeas in the yard.

Let's explore....Amelia and I went to the beach. So beautiful!

We had a room with 4 beds in it! It felt like a slumber party!
Adam entertained us with movie reenactments! And then we went
out for drinks and Pelligrino at this downtown restaurant.

Help!

2008-07-23T17:53:00.000-07:00

My Dear Blogging Friends,
This may seem strange, but I'm very desperate and I know I can turn to you for support.

You see, I have an addiction.

I was in Arizona when I began to watch "So You Think You Can Dance" and well, I am anxious to see who will dance the best jive. Who will perform with the greatest of ease. Who will be kicked off?! But I have no TV! No way to pacify this craving!! They are already down to the top 8 dancers and I have to see who wins!!! I mean, I suppose I could wait until it's all over, but I think I might EXPLODE!!!

ahem...sorry.

If you too, suffer from this addiction, please call me. We can do this together, discussing the abstract beauty of Mia Michael's, Ave Maria. Or who makes the best pas de deaux.

Please don't think less of me. I usually have more self control.

(heeeellp)

Visiting AZ!

2008-07-13T16:52:00.000-07:00

I'm here in Mesa, AZ visiting my family, while my husband is back in NYC working hard to bring home the bacon! Mmm...bacon. I miss the guy.

In the Woolf family we have our priorities. So as soon as I got off the plane, my mom picked me up to take me to my sister's house to watch "So You Think You Can Dance" (I love this show. And am unofficially announcing, that I am auditioning next year).

If you look closely, you can see that my niece and nephew are hard at work, playing their Webkins! Treyjen is a professional computer gamer. He will be in the sequel to "Fist Full of Quarters".

My parents get fresh local produce from Bountiful Baskets Co-op.
It's about $16 for all this produce! They got mangoes, plums, cilantro, onions, honeydew, nectarines...And everything is DELICIOUS!

So what do you do with all this food?

You make a Bob & Larry!

(Sorry. Don't know how to flip that picture.)

Yesterday, we went to THE GREATEST Frozen Yogurt place in the state of Arizona! Heck, I'd venture to say it's the best FroYo place in North America! Mesa Frozen Yogurt rocks my world! And it's $2.00 cheaper than what Tasti-D and 100 times for flavorful!

I also went for a swim in my sister's pool and I hate to say it, but I got sunburned. GRR! I don't want to get skin cancer! But hanging out with these cuties was worth it!

My saucy new bike!

2008-07-06T12:29:00.000-07:00

It's a MongoosePro, Rockadile! It came with nice little reflectors and slightly used helmet.

AND IT'S RED! It's the neatest thing. My sweet husband searched all over Craig's List and totally scored with this bike! It was a great deal.

I keep trying to find time when I can go take it for a ride. I still get a little 'Bike Bum' when I'm out riding around too long, but it's worth it in order to see NYC in a different way.

Our first bike ride started in our neighborhood (Dyckman-200th St), we then biked all the way down to Battery Park City. Basically the whole length of the island. The path we took went along the Hudson. It was such a gorgeous ride being on the water. It was fun discovering some new sites.

These sites are actually pretty close to where we live! I want to do a picnic/photo shoot in the little column walk way thing.

I have more pictures, but my computer is taking years to upload anything!

Don't worry, I'm planning many more bike rides and I'll post more pics!

Quickie Post

2008-07-05T11:12:00.001-07:00

About a month ago my best friends came out from Atlanta for a visit:

We went to the manicured gardens in Central Park.

Julia and I went to 3 VERY different auditions.

We made and ate several delicious dinners.

Watched So You Think You Can Dance.

Went shopping.

Took Joe Lanteri's awesome lyrical class.

Did a cool treasure hunt.

Baked delicious whole-wheat chocolate chip cookies.

I love these guys and miss them terribly.

I'm just glad that email and cell phones

help keep us in contact. If only there was transporter

from here to Atlanta. Or if we could just Apparate.

Since gas prices and airlines are cutting us any slack.

Gratitude

2008-06-15T09:32:00.000-07:00

I just got out of church about half hour ago and I am feeling very grateful.

I am grateful for:

-the joy and lightness I feel after being inspired at church

-the wise and faithful leaders of the church. For their diligence in their callings, and the examples they are to me.

-lessons in church that always seem to apply to me, at that particular moment in my life

-missionaries and their examples of obedience and courage

-for my simple, but heartfelt testimony of the gospel

-being able to read the ensign and be inspired by the life of Prophet Thomas S. Monson

-the simplicity of the gospel

-Book of Mormon stories

Going to church is so simple. But it is such a great blessing. I wasn't expecting coming home from church, feeling so light and happy. Whoohoo!

2008-06-12T19:55:00.000-07:00

You Are Ariel!

Headstrong and fiesty. You have a mind of your own that's full of romantic dreams about the world around you. Exploring exotic places is your ultimate dream, and although you can be a little naive you'll realize that there is something to be gained from your family's wisdom.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

2008-06-12T14:56:00.000-07:00

Do have those moments where you think life is totally sucky and wonder, "How is it going to get better from here?" Well, I have the solution.

Step 1 - Gather up all those bad thoughts that brought you to this icky state

Step 2 - Find a quiet place where you will not be disturbed

Step 3 - (you might be catching on, already...) Kneel down

Step 4 - Begin praying to your Heavenly Father about whatever is on your mind

A few minutes ago, I began to fill up with all those yucky, discouraging thoughts. I was getting grouchy and I wanted to solve my grouchiness with a bowl of ice cream!

But, I found praying was much healthier for me. And I came out of it feeling, strangely GRATEFUL! Who'd a thought! Grateful.

Well, that was my experiment. But, I can't convince you. You'll just have to try it out yourself.

1-0-5

2008-06-09T18:50:00.000-07:00

Today's Heat Index in NYC was 105 degrees.

A day like this makes me miss Arizona.

I want to go swimming.

one word

2008-05-21T17:56:00.001-07:00

Answer the following with only one word.
1. Where is your cell phone? ....................table
2. Your significant other?.......................performing
3. Your hair?....................................sweaty
4. Your mother? .................................INCREDIBLE
5. Your father?..................................healthier
6. Your favorite thing?..........................chocolates
7. Your dream last night?........................dance?
8. Your favorite drink...........................seltzer
9. Your dream/goal?..............................company
10. The room you're in?..........................livingroom
11. Your children?...............................heaven
12. Your fear?...................................failure
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years..........Improved
14. Where were you last night?..................SoHo
15. What you're not?............................confident
16. Muffins......................................scones
17. One of your wish list items?.................airfare
18. Where you grew up?...........................Arizona
19. What you read last...........................Scriptures
20. What are you wearing?........................skirt
21. Your TV?.....................................Harry Potter
22. Your pets?...................................none
23. Your computer? ..............................rose
24. Your life?...................................confused
25. Your mood?...................................guilty
26. Missing someone?.............................husband
27. Your car?....................................subway
28. Something you're not wearing?................makeup

29. Favorite Store?..............................Pathmark
30. Your summer?.................................travel
31. Like someone?................................husband
32. Your favorite color?.........................white
33. Last time you laughed........................today?
34. Last time you cried?.........................today

Happy Mudder's Day...

2008-05-11T15:14:00.000-07:00

to all you amazing, talented, multi-tasking, beautiful

Moms!

I hope to be as awesome as you one day!